CHALLENGED TO SURRENDER

A point where it’s all amplified.
Where being ‘done’ is an understatement.
Anger rises to make space for the grief.

The grief of this moments realisation.
This is how it’s been.
This has been okay because i didn’t know any better.
Now i do.

This is a part of self i must love now.
And with love i let go of the need to keep small.
I send love to the people who helped me shrink.
I needed to be here to see this as hard as it is to feel and to acknowledge.
I am here.

We are here now.

Acceptance enters with ‘aha i get it now’.
I choose now.
I see now.
I cant change then, but i can change now.

The pain in letting go comes through the accepting.
Through that choice to surrender we enter inward.
A part of self left in the dark.
Bring her to peace, stop the story that keeps her hidden.

In having to be bigger than all the shit that once was normal is a painful and liberating experience.
Choice in what to choose is here.
New things can feel hard to choose.

Move forward into your bigness this week, allow this moon to show you all you need to see.
Let go as much as you need.
Feel whats underneath.
This is not a time to go back.

Focus.
Go forward.
Returning to wholeness.

ITS NOT ALWAYS EASY BUT ITS NOT ALWAYS NEEDING TO BE HARD EITHER.

Jessie